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Before I Self Destruct

A young man from the hood tries to walk the straight and responsible path in life but when thugs gun down his innocent mother, he is forced to become a gangster himself in order to support his little brother. Curtis "50 Cent" Jackson stars in, wrote and directed this haunting drama of the streets.

Screenplay by: 50 Cent

Directed by: 50 Cent

Duration: 80 mins

Genre: Drama, Mystery & Thrillers

Advisories: Graphic Language, Graphic Violence, Adult Content, Nudity, English/Spanish, Stereo

Rating: R

Audio Format: Graphic Language, Graphic Violence, Adult Content, Nudity, English/Spanish, Stereo

Video Format: OAR Upconverted, Closed Captioning

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